yesterday while on the way home with my boss she was telling me abt things that she n the other boss who has already talk abt my TPM which is my total performance. she say she will give me a very good "钱途" den today go to work she told me more abt my "钱途" hahahahaha 1st she told me she will promote me frm grade 4 to 5 if 1 year later my performance is better she will promote me again to senior rank which is grade 6. as for my "钱途" i will get increase around 13%(i think so) of my pay but to really confirm have to wait till this fri i go hq find them den can really really confirm. but nw is like 80% confirm liao ba.
i was telling my best fren n da jie i m happy for the increase cos at least my hardwork has been seen in their eyes and there is so much money more for me to save n spend. and becasue of the large amount (maybe in some ppl eyes there is nt much amount but to me is a large amount) increase it makes me think again do i really wan to run away frm this place since over here ur hardwork are being seen by ur boss, fast promote, good pay increase, ppl are nice and boss are good. but at the other side of me, i m thinking this is nt the kind of job i really wan, and wat has happen to the dreams that i use to have. Is it really my hearts are cover by the money and no longer follow the feeling i use to have.
i remember i use to have a online fren who use to have dreams before she finish sch. After grad frm sch she has to come out to work 1st to earn money for her dreams also and stay at a job which is 9-5 which she dun quite like also but after working for 3-5 yrs she give up her dreams cos she feel she wan a stable and good income, dreams cant do much. So she told me dun put too much hopes on ur dreams cos dreams are forever dreams which cant be fulfil.
God please tell me wat to do............................
continue with this job post which i dun quite like and wait for every year to get pay increase
continue to save money n find make my dreams come true......................
