wow kao really bth my job liao but really must ren ren ren ren ren RENNNNNNNNN till i get my bonus and find a new job 1st. i know i have been complain and complain about my job but please fren do tahan me for few more mths as wat i m doing now tahan my job for few more mths. things have really get sucks dun feel like going to work every morning just just dun feel like fake sick take leave or wat wat wat ................................... feel like going to work. now everyday at work is like hell to me have to wear a fake smile to certain ppl but not all lar of cos some ppl are really nice but some yucks man. i feel i am the no longer old me compare to 2-3 years back i dun mean the age ok lolz is the character lor and aiya dun kn hw to say lar just feel i am no longer the old me i want to find my old character back. just like sunday i went out with my ITE frens whom i long time never see we went to KTV everytime we go there i sure play, joke and go siao with them want yes lar i did play , joke and get siao with them but not like the past lor is the age or i really have change i also dun kn. i just know tat day i dun have much mood ba. dun kn is it due with i watch TV till 4am plus the nite before or wat lar just super no mood lor. but still enjoy that day. SIAN SIAN SIAN SIAN SIAN SIAN SIAN SIAN SIAN SIAN ...................................................................................... tell me what to do ???????????????????????????????????????????