HELP ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ i am so tired of my job, so tired of everyday someone sms me early in the morning saying " i am on mc today", "i will be late", "i will be taking leave today" na na de. Sometmes i really think i am stupid lor sick still go to work, leg pain still go to work keep thinking short of ppl liao i can't like tat dun go to work but wat for, will there be ppl pity me or wat no please. Why everytime i must be a lan hao ren lei. I hate being a lan hao ren liao lar, but everytime i tell myself cannot like this anymore but in the end i still never do it. I really dun know how to turn down ppl request, can someone teach me how to say NO this word. Maybe what i really need now is a long holiday, no matter stay at home or wat just want to get away from my work. you know sometimes now at nite i even dream of my workplace sia. Really stress lor, really feel like taking a long leave after the new gal come and dun wan to care about work at tat period sia. Really when in school the older one tend to say when u are out to work u will miss the life in school, oh now i really have the feeling I MISS SCHOOL so much. I miss sleeping in class, i miss playing with friends in school, i miss the days where holiday time can go out siao with friends, i miss the days where we rush for project like mad, miss the days where we COPY the test paper, miss the days we laugh like crazy in school, miss the nice nice teacher and of cos miss the bad bad teacher cos they also tend to bring some colour to our school life or else who to scold if we are unhappy in school ha ha ha ha ha ha. Not like now every day wake up at 7.00am bath, do this do tat den go to bus stop take bus at 7.30am reach office @ 8.10am next went for lunch @ 12.30pm start work @ 1.30pm again finish work @ 6.00pm. Every day the same super sian lor .........................
